With that being said...let's start with the amazing things that happened to me this week!
#1 Most AWESOME thing: Today at the gym, this girl (me) ran a MILE! That's right. I ran for 13.5minutes straight and I nearly broke down in happy tears in front of the whole gym. No shame. It was one of the biggest accomplishments I have ever had during this journey the past year. I never thought I would be able to run a mile this soon, and look at me! I totally did it!!! I mean...I did hear that it is easier to run on a treadmill than outside, but I don't care! A mile is a mile and I did it!!! All day I had a huge smile on my face. So proud.
#2 This week has all been about ME. Setting small goals and accomplishing them (not when it comes to homework haha). I have been running outside a lot since it's been so nice. My heart belongs to nature and being outside so I ALWAYS take advantage of a nice day. All week I have been running and pushing myself to go longer and farther. I worked out almost every day this week besides...thursday? I think. I went to zumba at the gym wed and today but every other day it's running outside.
#3 My new jeans came in this week. Another pair of 18s from American Eagle. They look so good and make my booty look awesome. hahahahaha. I even have to wear a belt on them now. This is 100% great amazing news but it makes me nervous!! Everytime I go down a size, I shop more lol. I might need a 2nd job to support my shopping habit :) oh well...I deserve it!!
#4 I had great weight loss results last week and lost about 2lbs. That puts me back to 268.4!! almost my lowest. That number still makes me sad but soon it will make me happy! :)
Ok so that was a few examples of how awesome my week has been! Now, I really don't like talking about personal non-weight loss feelings on this blog, but what i'm about to say does effect my journey. Therefore I am just going to say it. Plus, my friends all hate this subject sooooo can't really talk to them about it....
For the past 3 years I have been oblivious to reality when it came to J. I guess I fell in love with someone who was 110% wrong for me in every way possible because he "loved" me when I weighed over 300lbs. What a stupid ass reason to stay/be with someone! UGH Julie!! The only reason I am even bringing this subject up is because this week
Does that make sense? I feel like I wrote way too much personal stuff for a Saturday night. I'm like sleep deprived and exhausted so I don't even know if I am making sense right now haha.
That felt amazing to get that out of my head and off my chest.