Everytime I weigh myself and see that I lost a lot, I am always so hesitant about posting it. I'm so nervous that it is a fluke and I really didn't lose it. That has ahppened to me like 3 times before. I got so excited and then...oh wait...just kidding. The scale forgot to weigh the other 5lbs of me. Wah. I am hoping this isn't the case since I have been working SO hard the past 2 weeks.
Yesterday was a beautiful day and I decided to enjoy it. Well as much as I can enjoy a day in NJ...so anyways, I started getting dressed and since it was like 80* I went to get my jeans that I roll up into capri like pants. I haven't worn these pants since it was warm out last so probably like....September?? When I put them on I got a very pleasant surprise.
THEY WERE WAYYYY TOO BIG!!! Like really big. I was so shocked. I could slip them on without even unbuttoning them. They are size 20s from Old Navy so I guess I should have expected it. But omg...I almost cried. I was so happy I had to take a pic. They were loose in the legs and booty too. Yeah...about that. Wtf I do not want to lose my butt. I love my bubble but and I want it to stay forever. I love how that is shrinking and my boobs are not changing at all. Come on man!!! Tmi...sorry :)
So after this pic I put on my old belt and I made it tighter by like 2-3 notches. That was the only way I could wear these pants. I still think they look cute on me even tho they are big so I am going to wear them while I still can. Plus I just spend like $200 on new jeans and I do not want to spend more on roll up jeans! Oh well.
So after getting dressed I decided that I looked cute and took a pic.
So now after these two pics, i'm like obsessed with taking pictures of myself. I promise i'm not vain, I just like looking at them!! I mean...come on!!!! This is what I used to look like!
Now, this is my outfit for today! I love it!
I LOVE this outfit and I think it will be my graduation outfit :) The sweater is an XL, the dress is a 2x and the belt is about 3.5 inches tighter than it was last summer! Now the shoes...I LOVE those shoes. I couldn't wear them to work because since I lost weight, they are too big and flop on my heel. I hate that. I am going to look for some fashion tape so I can still wear them. They were expensive and I love them! I am not getting rid of them!
So this is my little picture update so that everyone can see where I am today. I am happy and I don't care that it has taken me 14 months to get here. I will be patient and wait for however long it takes to reach my goal! Because I want this and I am never giving up.